The Day I Stopped Pretending I Wasn't Psychic

05.21 Weekly Drop ✨

May 21, 2026

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In today’s mix of magic + musings: Upcoming ⚡️ Energy Update + 🪄 a spell to help alchemize. Followed by 🫶 Overheard in Session, 💁‍♀️ Story Time from me, 🔮 Oracle Insights from the heavens, 💕 things I’m loving right now.

⚡️ Week of May 21st Energy Update:

☀️ Sun Enters Gemini on Thurs, May 21

Gemini season has officially begun! We’re shifting away from the slow embodied energy of Taurus and picking up the pace. Gemini rules communication, ideas, and learning, so expect an influx of mental chatter, curiosity, and social plans.

🌞 Uranus Cazimi on Fri, May 22

Uranus meets up with the Sun at the exact same degree, where it becomes supercharged and empowered. While this is great news, there’s a catch, because Uranus is the planet of disruption. You should expect clarity, downloads, and unexpected insights to magically appear faster than you can keep up with them (so write that shit down!), but it might come in the form of a plot twist.

In numerology, Friday is also the Master Builder no. 22, which happens to roll into the Spiritual Gateway no. 11 on Saturday. The Universe is on a mission to wake us all up, so I’d pay attention if I were you.

😡 Mars Square Pluto on Tue, May 26

Mars and Pluto crash at a 90° angle bringing with it power struggles and OCD energy. If you have the sudden urge to hit your ex with a car, you may want to move that energy through your body and channel it towards something more productive. Old anger may show up out of nowhere along with the desire to control.

Thankfully the Sun trines Pluto by midday giving you an opportunity to transmute that intensity into an actual transformation instead of destruction.

💫 This week is a reveal and the Universe isn’t being subtle. This is your time to stay present and face whatever bubbles to the surface for you.

This one's great for a Kick of motivation. The mist is all about believing in yourself! You’ll need:

14 drops of blue mallee eucalyptus essential oil
12 drops of sandalwood essential oil
3 drops of spearmint essential oil
1/2 oz or 15ml witch hazel or vodka
1.5 oz or 45 ml distilled water
Optional black obsidian chips

Essential oils with the witch hazel or vodka in a small bowl and mix well. Pour into a 2 oz or 60 ml spray bottle the top off with the water. Add the desired amount of obsidian chips, cap the bottle and shake well. Place a bottle on your altar (on in the moonlight on 5/31) and synergize for at least 24 hours. Shake well before used to distribute the magic, then missed several times to fill your space with fragrance.1

🫶 Overheard in Session

I had a new client on Monday who received a ton of impactful, validating messages. One of them being to practice mirror work. According to one of the GOATs Louise Hay:

Mirror work is the most effective method I’ve found for learning to love yourself and see the world as a safe and loving place. I have been teaching people how to do mirror work for as long as I have been teaching affirmations.

It’s about getting to know yourself on a soul level, without judgement. I’ve found one of the easiest ways to implement this practice into your daily life is to do it when you’re brushing your teeth. It’s okay if it’s awkward or weird at first, just stick with it. Eventually you’ll be able to do it with easy, while telling yourself how wonderful you are!

If saying "I love you" feels too difficult at first, start with a gentler step: "I am willing to learn to love myself." You can also try:

"I release the need to be perfect", "I love my body", "I forgive myself for not knowing what I know now”, or my personal favorite "I am open and receptive to all the good and abundance the universe has to offer!"

“An affirmation is a strong, positive statement that something is already so.” - Shakti Gawain 🤍

💁‍♀️ Story Time:

The first time I conducted a healing I was not good. The raging self-doubt and imposter syndrome nearly crippled me. I felt so dumb. My internal dialog (per usual) was screaming at me loud and clear: What am I even doing here? Who do I think I am? I’m not a healer, so why am I paying all this money to be here when I’ll never be good at this?!

Being a psychic/healer/medium didn’t come easy to me. Especially considering the fact that I was living a life of constant distractions. In between avoiding my anxieties and numbing my fears was a messy mix of drugs, alcohol, food, shopping, men, and perceived fun (aka getting fucked up). It’s nearly impossible to tap into the spirit realm or your higher self when you exist in a space full of mental clutter. And that was just how I liked it. Avoid. Avoid. Avoid. If I didn’t acknowledge it, then I didn’t have to admit there might be something bigger and better for me on the other side.

Regardless of what I did (or didn’t do) though, the nagging feeling wouldn’t let up. Maybe I did have a bigger purpose? Maybe, just maybe, I could be a healer?

If you know me, then you know I’m a rebel. I’m going to do the opposite of what’s expected of me regardless of consequence. I was already living in a constant shame spiral, so adding a taboo practice to the list of things my parents would disapprove of, seemed like the next logical step.

reb·el | noun /ˈrebəl/
A person who resists any authority, control, or tradition.

Thankfully, when you join any type of learning program you’re forced to hone in on your abilities. We started off by practicing on ourselves. This felt like a joke to me. In true Christina fashion I tried a couple times then gave up. Nothing was coming through and I didn’t believe it was working, so I threw my hands in the air and put my focus on something far less important. [Insert a myriad of unhelpful distractions here]

When the time came to partner up with our peers I was a wreck. Talk about anxiety inducing! Leaning fully into full procrastination mode I waited until the very last minute to practice with my partner. I can’t even begin to tell you what happened during that first session, because it was so forgettable. BUT I can tell you about the first time I finally tapped it!

One of the best ways to learn to be a healer, is to receive regular healings. The focus was usually around unlocking our gifts, removing the blocks holding us back, and increasing our capacity to hold/access higher levels of consciousness. After months of learning, it all started to click.

I’ll never forget it. I was practicing with my dear friend Mary Rose. By this point I’d built such a strong bond with this incredible woman, an ex corporate HR exec who was old enough to be my mother, that I felt safe enough to fail. Normally I was grasping at straws for information. Pulling images and facts out of my mind, unsure of what I was ‘seeing’.

Suddenly everything was crystal clear. “I’m seeing a big pink poofy dress. A cupcake dress. You know, like Glinda the Good Witch from the Wizard of Oz?” and my friend said, “My best friend just passed away and on her deathbed she gave me a pin of the ruby red slippers!” (Tears are flooding my eyes, as I think about what a turning point that day was for me.) I was dumbfounded. There’s NO WAY I could have known that. I remember thinking, the only explanation is that… I actually might be… a psychic.

Now my gifts are stronger than ever and they continue to evolve more and more each day. People always want an explanation of how it works, and I honestly couldn’t fully tell you. What I do know, is that it requires unwavering faith in yourself, a willingness to be open, and a desire to ‘listen’ even when it seems ridiculous. Messages don’t arrive in the traditional sense, far often than not they come in unexplainable ways.

For me it’s a knowing. A thought or idea will pop into my head seemingly out of nowhere. Sometimes I close my eyes when trying to tap in, but I don’t actually see anything. It’s just a black hole of nothingness in my mind. I do that so I can turn off some of my other senses. It’s kind of like needing to turn down the radio in your car when looking at directions. I need one part to go quiet, so the other can turn up.

As a medium, I also feel weight or pressure on my chest or around my neck whenever a spirit’s trying to communicate with me. I used to think it was an anxiety attack, but now I realize it’s just spirit’s way of getting my attention (since I’m a busy body and constantly on the move).

Over this past year I finally learned to stop second guessing myself. Whenever a thought, image, idea, or name enters my mind, I say it. And sometimes it really freaks people out! Lololol which of course is my favorite part. I love a little shock value ;)

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🔮 Oracle Insights:

Pull your energy back into your own body. You've been absorbing what isn't yours, carrying weight that was never assigned to you, and wondering why you feel stuck. The way through isn't more output or transcending into the cosmos for answers — it's the opposite. Come back down into your body and treat yourself like something precious. Shake up whatever routine has you spinning. From that grounded, sovereign place, surprising solutions will start to show up in the form of helpful people and unexpected support. Doors you didn't even know existed will start to open. You chose to be here, in this body, on Earth, at this exact moment. The breakthrough isn't in the stars, it's in how fully you're willing to land.