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In today’s mix of magic + musings: 🪄 A spell to help alchemize the current energy. Followed by 🫶 Client Corner, 💁♀️ Story Time from me, + 🔮 Oracle Insights from the heavens.
🪄 Alchemize the Energy: 9/9 Portal Ritual
This upcoming Wednesday, September 9th is known as the 9/9 portal. In numerology, 9 represents completion and the end of a cycle, carrying with it universal love and wisdom for all lessons learned during this time.
I’m sharing 2 different rituals this week, one for the more logical/masculine readers and another for the emotional/feminine
9x9 Subconscious Shift (adapted from Tesla’s 3x6x9 Method)
To do this ritual, create a positive affirmation written in the present tense, as if it were already true
Ex: Everything is working out in my favor.
On the morning of the 9th, write your affirmation out 9x. As you write, focus your energy on the words being written. Feel into your affirmation with the belief and knowledge that this is true for you.
Repeat every morning for the next 9 days (ending on the 17th).
Floral Bath Renewal (adapted from baños espirituales)
This ritual is perfect for a fresh start and will clear out any stagnant energy from your home. You’ll need a bowl of water and 9 whole flower heads.
Ex: roses for love and healing, marigolds for happiness, or any white flower for peace and harmony
On the morning of the 9th, fill a bowl with clean water with the intention to bring in clarity and absorb any negativity in yourself or space. Then place each flower head onto the surface of the water and name a positive feeling or emotion you want to call into your life.
Ex: love, harmony, overflow, fulfillment, alignment, happiness, serenity, confidence, + gratitude
Once completed, place the bowl in a prominent, high traffic area of your home. The following morning, thank the water and flowers for clearing your space. Return them back to the Earth, so she may alchemize all of this back into new, fresh, clean energy.
🫶 Overheard in Session
“The memories we have of the past are only ours. We can choose how we want to remember them. When we have these moments of healing our past selves, we choose now, in this moment, to let the story be rewritten for the future.”
💁♀️ Story Time:
Ever since I returned from the ever expansive and magical Mt. Shasta I’ve been totally plugged in. My ability to read people and situations has been next level, which was my goal, but now that I’m here it’s made me a lot more sensitive (if that’s even possible). I can feel so much from the people around me that I’m starting to take a lot of it personally.
As you’ve heard me say before, we’re all mirrors of each other. Want to know where you’re feeling inadequate or insecure? Simply look to areas of your life that elicit negative emotional responses. Like the friend who always tries to one up you or the brown nosing coworker who insists on micromanage your work. Each illuminate areas in your life that still need focus and healing.
If you want to get really spicy, look closer to home at points of tension with family members or your spouse. What about their behavior shows you hidden or denied parts of yourself? I’m sure it won’t take long for any unresolved wounds or triggers to come flooding to the surface. For example, I hate how hypercritical my mother is of me, but that’s because I’ve adopted a need for perfectionism in my own life as a mechanism of control to protect myself from feeling vulnerable.
Before this trip I had to concentrate my energy and focus in order to fully feel into dense energies, but now it’s right in my face. Each insecurity, trigger, or unresolved wound from the people around me now cuts like a dagger. It’s gone from speculation to glaringly obvious and it’s a fucking bummer. I’m unintentionally mirroring back even more to the people around me (or maybe it’s just that I’m noticing it more) and it’s causing me to recoil and shut down.
You see, it’s kind of like reading people’s minds (not that I can, nor would I want to do that). While I can’t hear another person’s thoughts, I can feel into everything unsaid—revealing a person’s insecurities, blame, or shame. I know before someone’s even opened their mouth if they’re hiding behind a negative emotion or even worse, authenticity.
It’s the need for performance and fakeness that’s really been bringing me down. I can’t force someone to change or see themselves for who they really are, so I have to go along with the charade and pretend everything is fine. But as someone who’s recently learned to love herself, flaws and all, I want this for everyone!
On some level, I’ve always known part of my role in this lifetime is to act as a mirror to others. Since as far back as I can remember I made people upset by speaking from a place of honesty. I would, without thinking, say something unfavorable or unpalatable and find myself in the middle of a crossfire— utterly confused as to how I got there. The older I got, the more I learned to stray away from honesty, because people are not always ready to face the truth.
Even in silence I’m still a mirror. It’s a thankless job that leaves me feeling like shit. At least before I could kind of pretend it wasn’t happening by putting my head in the sand, but now I can’t ignore it. I know there must be a purpose to this development, but I’m struggling to go through the integration phase.
Maybe that’s why all my romantic relationships have failed. I have high expectations for myself and thus high expectations for my partners. I see the potential and push them towards greatness by holding them accountable. But people don’t want to be held accountable. And they definitely don’t always want to accomplish what they set out to do.
There are some positives though. I’ve done a handful of sessions since being back and I’m more psychic than ever. I used to have to pause and focus, but now answers are crystal clear and information comes flooding in faster than I can speak. I know things about people I’ve never even heard of. Each time I relay a detail of someone’s life it’s validation for the person receiving it. A reminder they can trust me and the guidance that’s coming through. It sinks them deeper into a sense of safety, which allows the healing to release even more.
A goal of mine has been to develop my skills as a medium and that’s also been flourishing. Giving someone a message from heaven is such a gift and something I personally chased, after my father passed away. I needed closure and confirmation from my best friend who suddenly vanished from my physical life (he still visits though ;)).
Believe it or not, I’m really good at getting in my own way and second guessing myself. Admitting I’m psychic has been a lesson in blindly trusting myself and my intuition, which is SO HARD for me to do. I grew up in an environment where I was taught psychics were evil tricksters working for the devil. It never made sense to me though. How could a gift so beautiful be anything less than love and light? Up until recently I wasn’t even able to call myself a psychic.
Now that I’m finally here it feels surreal. Which leads me to my next party trick. If I so much as think of someone, even for a split second, they’re on my phone or in my face within an hour. It’s like I have an etheric pager beeping everyone 911 or 424 (the code for call me back).
This is all part of the spiritual ascension process and something I’ve prayed for deeply ever since I started living in purpose. As we continue expanding our conscious awareness by healing emotional wounds, we begin to embody our soul’s highest expression and essence. Now that it’s here and happening in real time, I’m struggling to accept the thing I’ve always wanted. Being a human is such a trip. And to believe, people think God doesn’t have a sense of humor.
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“The magic is inside of you, there ain’t no crystal ball” - Dolly Parton🤍
🔮 Oracle Insights:
Something is currently being activated with you and life is asking you to slow down enough for you to receive it. Try not to look at difficult times as ‘getting it wrong’—instead, see them as opportunities for soul growth. Treat this time as scared by taking things slow. Let your body and your days catch up to what’s shifting with in you. Right now the lesson is integration.
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