My Vagina Tried to Warn Me, But I Didn't Listen

03.19 Weekly Drop ✨

Mar 19, 2026

In today’s mix of magic + musings: Upcoming ⚡️ Energy Update + 🪄 a spell to help alchemize. Followed by 🫶 Client Corner, 💁‍♀️ Story Time from me, 🔮 Oracle Insights from the heavens, 💕things I’m loving right now.

⚡️ Week of March 19 Energy Update:

♈️ March 20th = Spring Equinox, Mercury goes direct (finally), + The Astrological New Year

The Spring Equinox is a moment when the energy grid of the planet moves into higher harmony, as the sun enters Aries on the 20th. Mercury also stations direct in Pisces ending the retrograde that started back on February 26. This means our own energy centers can be replenished more easily, and the intentions we put out carry extra weight.

This is one of those weeks where you’ll find your rituals have the impact you’ve been looking for. Don't skip them!

💦 On March 22 Neptune Cazimi + Mars trines Jupiter

The Sun and Neptune meet at the same degree, which means the veil between logical and mystical gets very thin. Pay attention to your intuition as it will be heightened, along with your creativity and spiritual connection. Also on the 22nd, Mars in Pisces trines Jupiter in Cancer, giving us water sign energy at its best.

Trust what comes through and honor that. This isn’t noise, this is divine guidance! You’re being asked to stop trying to control everything and move in flow, like water.

☀️ On March 25 conjunct Saturn

The Sun has been moving through the same degrees where Saturn and Neptune met back in February (remember it was that rare conjunction about releasing what's no longer working and stepping into something new). Now the Sun is shining a light on it.

Whatever you've been quietly knowing needs to change? This is the week it stops being a thought and starts being a decision. Whatever’s shifting in your life right now is not random and you don’t need the full picture, you just need to keep moving.

💫This is your time to stop overthinking and get going! The new year is here, Mercury is moving, and so should youuu.

🪄 Alchemize the Energy: Spring Equinox Seed Spell for New Life

The sun is returning, Mother Earth is awakening, and so are you! Life is returning with a little green shoots and buds everywhere. Cast this spell and feel the energy flowing through your period. Feel wonder as you experience Mother Earth’s magic of rebirth. Your new life is emerging.

You’ll Need:

- a cup of seeds
- some small pots of potting soil or seed starters
- a pitcher of water

Instructions:

Begin with spring cleaning – clean away, clutter, give away outgrown clothes, and things from the past that you're ready to release, including habit that you're ready to break. Then cast your circle. Look around you and notice how wonderful spring is! Sit on mother Earth, and feel the energies of new life flowing into you. Envision the new life you're creating for yourself, the seed growing within you appearing in the world. Hold the seeds and dance, clockwise around your circle, charging the seeds with your joy and energy. As you dance chant:

One thing becomes another, in the Mother in the Mother…

When your energy peaks, plant and gently water the seeds. Place your hands over them and bless them. Feel them respond. Thank the seeds, thank the soil, thank the water, the sun, and Mother Earth. Eat, drink, and celebrate their growth and yours! Offer food and drink to Mother Earth. Eat, drink, and celebrate their growth and yours! Offer food and drink to Mother Earth. Then close your circle.

Nourish your seeds within, the seeds in their pots and in the world. As they grow, so will you. When the seedlings grow strong enough, plant them in Mother Earth Nourish your seeds within, the seeds in their pots and in the world. As they grow, so will you. When the seedlings grow strong enough, plant them in Mother Earth with blessings. Tend to them, and yourself, with care.1

🫶 Client Corner

This week I had a session with a dear friend and 14 generations on his mother’s side continued to pop up for him. Something very significant had happened in his family lineage which was impacting his relationships. After the session he sent me this text:

I just peeked at Ancestry, and one of my mom’s lines does go back 14 generations recorded. And it’s the first time that I’ve checked that the family tree that that generation is there now. And cosmically enough my middle name is this woman’s maiden name.

You’d think by now I wouldn’t be shocked and surprised by what comes through in a session, but spirit continues to amaze me! I feel so lucky that this is my job!!

“There is vitality, a life, force, and energy, a quickening, that is translated through you into action, and because there's only one of you in all time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium, and it will be lost.” - Martha Graham 🤍

💁‍♀️ Story Time:

When a woman’s done in a relationship, she’s done. and I feel like men don’t always understand that. Because in my opinion women aren’t as impulsive as men. How did I come to this conclusion? Well, because I used to listen to a lot of murder podcasts (before I got more advanced in my healing practice).

When a woman murders, it’s typically premeditated. She’s been planning his demise, his death, his fall from grace for so long that she’s had time to refine and her strategy and execute it. (Do you like how I just assumed most women murder men? BUT CAN YOU BLAME ME?) Whereas men are known for crimes of passion, because they get wrapped up in the heat of the moment and act before they think (and they say women are emotional ones 🙄).

crime of passion | /krīm əv ˈpa-shən/ | noun
A violent crime, especially homicide, committed in a sudden fit of rage or intense emotional disturbance caused by a specific provocation, rather than as a premeditated act.

Which is why I think women know it’s over before it’s actually over. In every single one of my longer term relationships I have said to my partner, “Heyyy so things aren’t working… and something needs to change”. Each time I’ve sounded the alarm and given them a warning, but did they take it seriously? No.

By the time I spoke up, which let’s say was six months prior to the end of a relationship, I was already checked out. I was already done. I’ve never been one to just give up on someone, so even though I knew I was ready to throw in the towel, I was willing to give it one last shot.

Each time I went to one of my boyfriends and said, “I’m struggling and I’m not happy for reasons XYZ”, I expected change—or at the very least an adjustment in the right direction. I had the conversation. I had communicated my wants/needs clearly and asked for my partner to meet me halfway. Hell, even a quarter of the way would have probably appease me. Let’s not forget, I haven’t always had a lot of self-esteem, which meant i was asking for the bare minimum.

And you know what they didn’t do? Anything.

Now, I don’t want to sound ignorant. I know we can’t expect people to change for us, they have to want to change on their own. That’s a common lesson that continues to pop up as a throughline in my life. I like to pride myself on seeing the good in people, but sometimes, more often than I’d like to admit, I’ve just had blinders on. I gave grace when I didn’t need to, which is why a lot of these relationships went on for far longer than they should have.

And yet, every single time I finally hit that wall—the point of no return, the "I don't wanna date you anymore" moment—these idiots were always shocked. As if it was brand new information. As if I hadn’t actually given them a warning or spoke about my transgressions or let them know where I was unhappy. Nope, they were always blindsided and confused.

It blows my mind. Like helloooo? Where were you when I was crying? They clearly weren’t taking me or our relationship seriously and every time I vowed to speak up for myself sooner. Whichhhh is a promise I would end up breaking to myself over and over again.

But back to my original thought… because my body knew these relationships were over wayyy before I did. I was dealing with a constant stream of symptoms, that I never really paid attention to. I was irritable, anxious, extremely emotional, with constant feelings of low-grade dread. Plus I was getting sick all the time, which caused irregular periods, breakouts, and non-stop inflammation.

dread | /dred/ | verb
anticipate with great apprehension or fear.

Remember the Grumpy Guy? Well, my vagina certainly does. I kept getting BV the entire time we were together — never had it before in my life. She was actively trying to end that relationship before I did. Sending a very clear, direct message: don’t let his dick get anywhere near you. Did I listen? Nope. I kept going back and I kept getting BV.

According to Louise Hay: Vaginitis = anger at a mate, sexual guilt, and punishing the self (sounds about right)

Now that I’ve been on this entrepreneurial healing journey (which is different than the healing journey I’d done prior), I’m realizing just how fucked up my body actually was. I thought my symptoms were about not being focused or trying hard enough. Issues as a result of poor eating, staying up too late, or not working out. I blamed it on work spilling into my personal life or partying too much. I made so many excuses for all of it, but the reality was my body was screaming at me and I wasn’t listening.

I don't think we realize just how much and how often our bodies are talking to us. I think it's a lot more than we'd like to admit. And the problem with today's society is that you go to the doctor, they give you a pill, and then POOF problem's gone. But it's not gone. It's just been masked. You've applied a band-aid which is only going to last so long before the body starts talking to you in another way.

I know I've talked about her before, but Louise Hay is a genius. She was able to bridge the gap between emotions and the body by mapping specific physical symptoms to the feelings underneath them. Your body isn't just randomly breaking down. It's trying to communicate with you!

So the next time you're being hard on yourself — feeling like you haven't done enough, like you could always be doing more — I want you to pause before you spiral. Before you go full mean girl on yourself. Because you are someone who is doing their best, out here navigating the crazy wild times of 2026. And you deserve a little more grace than that. I want you to consider: what is your body trying to tell you.

Because it probably isn’t just an injury from the gym. It’s probably something bigger. And if you don’t listen up, if you don’t start paying attention, your body is just gonna get louder and bolder with its claims, with its problems, with its demands, with its needs, with its attempts to get your attention at every turn. And let me tell you from someone who’s survived cancer, you don’t want the noise to get louder or bolder.

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🔮 Oracle Insights:

The cards are speaking clearly: you are being called home to yourself. All Paths Lead Home reminds us that while it’s natural to seek answers externally, what’s truly revolutionary is turning your gaze inward — sourcing your guidance from within and developing a reliable relationship with your soul. The Golden Children arrives as a tender confirmation that you came here with rare gifts and a clear mission worth nurturing. Together, these cards invite you to treat yourself and your gifts with sweet, tender love. The inquiry isn’t out there. It never was.