Money's Astrology + the Shadows That Shaped Me
12.11 Weekly Drop ✨
In today’s mix of magic + musings: Upcoming ⚡️ Energy Update + 🪄 Money Astrology Alchemy. Followed by 🫶 Client Corner, 💁♀️ a personal update from me, 🔮 Oracle Insights from the heavens, 💕things I’m loving right now.
⚡️ Week of December 11th Energy Update:
♐️ On the 11th Mercury enters Sag, kicking the weekend off with optimism and mental expansion! You’ll likely feel mentally stimulated and less bogged down by the mundane. Which honestly is perfect because my birthday happens to be on the 12th and last thing I want concern myself with this weekend.
♆ On the 14th Mars, the planet of action, squares Neptune, the planet of spirituality and illusion. As you can imagine, it will create a very powerful and confusing dynamic. It’s going to be one of those days where you feel blah and nothing seems to make any sense. BUT you know what this day is good for? My most favorite thing in the whole world: creative artistic expression.
♑️ Mars enters Capricorn, the sign of structure and career, on the 15th. This transit demands concrete effort, so they’ll be no faking it, which might make it feel like the Mondayest Monday ever. Use the time to actually build your future reality!
💫This is your time to consciously rest and focus on more creative endeavors. Don’t try to force anything. If something doesn’t work, then maybe you just need to give it a day. Be kind to yourself and go create something!
🪄 Alchemize the Energy: Money’s Astrological Chart
I recently saw a brilliant TikTok by Laurenlightbeam who was seeking to better understand money through the lens of astrology. So naturally I immediately ran to Astro-seek.com and here’s what learned:
The Identity + Purpose of Money:
Money is a form of energy so it’s no surprise that it’s here to expand human potential, evolve consciousness, and circulate energy. Money act as a mirror for our beliefs and self-worth, teaching us how to not only trust and receive, but also co-create and regulate our emotions.
As a Pisces rising with with Leo in Venus, money is sensitive, expressive, and fluid. I feel like this explains why it can be so mystical and practical all at the same time. It feels love when you treat it like a partner with attention, gratitude, consistency, and even direction. As opposed to viewing it as a savior or even a threat. Money wants you to court it, not put it on a pedestal. That’s why when you fear or avoid money it feels restricted and often contracts as a result.
When you set clear goals with aligned values money thrives, it feels safe, and it supports you. This is why it’s imperative you spend it with intention and use your awareness to show appreciation for it. Thank money for supporting your desires and being in your life. Show it gratitude for its ability to help you find freedom and safety. Treat her like nice and she’ll treat you nice!
Money is here to teach us all about self-worth. Your worth, how your view yourself, is intricately tied to how you receive, weather you want to believe it or not. If you want to make more money it’s imperative you focus on strong boundaries, emotional regulation, and a belief in self.
This year I’ve personally been focused on my capacity to receive and my ability to hold more love and light for myself. My first had experience has been nothing but positive. Money’s been flowing in from places I never thought imaginable.
Money’s Nervous System:
As a Pisces rising and Gemini Moon, our girl money, she’s sensitive, easily influenced by emotions, and often moving very fast. She craves grounded decision, routines, consistency, and clarity. When her nervous system is in a state of dysregulation due to overwhelm, chaos, fear, or even mix signals she becomes unstable.
Remember money mirrors your emotional state. If you’re regulated, she’s regulated, but if you’re constantly living in a state of anxiety, she will retreat until she feels safe to come back out and play.
Karma + Soul Lessons of Money:
Money’s karmic patterns are rooted in deep collective fear, survival, and (no surprise here) an imbalance of power. But she’s ready to break free from convention and heal these wounds by moving away from ego based wealth to one that is based in community and collective evolution.
It’s no longer about status. She’s teaching us how to expand and increase our self-worth through shared abundance and alignment. If you’re in alignment, money can’t help but support you!
Your Personal Relationship with Money:
Run a Synastry Chart between you and Money (you can find the chart here). Think of this as a crash course in getting to know each other’s personalities and how best to work together. Some things to consider:
How can you show up for money so it can show up for you? What does money need from you to fully support and expand you?
How can you and money co-create together? What does she feel when with you?
How do you trigger each other’s shadows? Or stabilize or nourish each other’s energy?
Now run a Composite chart with money to reveal your soul contract. Things to consider:
What’s the soul purpose or destiny of your relationship with money? Do you have a soul contract?
Are there any lessons or wounds that need to be healed?
What are you meant to learn from money? What is meant to learn from you?
How can you help each other thrive?
☝️WAIT! If you do this can you let me know what you learn? I’m endlessly fascinated and would LOVE to hear how your chart aligns with money. IT’S SO FUN. Share it all in the comments pretty pleaseeeeeee.
🫶 Customer Corner
A client who just completed part of my Fall Back in Love With YOURSELF program:
The healing was amazing! I felt its effects during, but the 3D changes came immediately after! The next day I was given the opportunities to address three different things that I was avoiding in my personal life- they came up so naturally and resolved so easily that I realized they had been clouding my mental space. My road somehow feels open. I’ve been in more alignment and have felt myself be more held and guided by the universe since 💓
“Whenever I have to choose between two evils, I always like to try the one I haven’t tried before.” - Mae West 🤍
💁♀️ Personal Update:
I put a very very fat picture of myself on the internet and I’ve been cringing ever since. There was a time when I scoured the internet and removed every single photo of my old life. My old self. The version of Christina that I wasn’t proud of. The overweight, people pleasing, worthless Christina (not because I was, but because it’s how I felt). I was so ashamed of her. Embarrassed that I could ever be associated with her, let alone BE such a person.
A girl who was afraid to speak her mind or be herself. Someone who was desperately seeing love and validation. Someone so absolutely lost that she didn’t even know who she was.
val·i·da·tion | /ˌvaləˈdāSHən/ |noun
recognition or affirmation that a person or their feelings or opinions are valid or worthwhile.
This girl, this shell of a person, used to ‘hibernate’ for weeks at at time. Exhausted by the mental gymnastics. Constantly working overtime to prove her worth and value through actions for other people, not self, until there was no energy left to sustain her. Going, going, going, until she crashed. Repeating the cycle of avoidance like clockwork.
Instead of worrying about me, I deflected and worried about others. Instead of showing up for myself, I self-sabotaged and found excuses. Instead of sticking with a plan or a program, I found ways to get out of it or focus my attention on ‘someone who needed me more’. More than I needed myself.
For a long time, I hated that girl. I hated how weak she was. I hated how she had no voice and didn’t stand up for herself. I hated how little white lies became her way to navigate people pleasing. Trying so hard to find ways to connect in with people or prove that she was interesting. For fear that if they saw how broken she really was, they’d want nothing to do with her.
I hated the amount of energy and effort she put into people, places, and things that didn’t matter. I hated, because I didn’t to be reminded of the darkness that once lived inside of me. The true darkness that I felt day in and day out with no escape.
The happy face I would put on each day as a coping mechanism to prove I was A-okay! I found optimism simple when it was about lifting others up, not when it required believing in myself. My recipe was simple. If you’re kind, have a upbeat tone, compartmentalize the demons in your mind, and smile you actually show up genuinely happy. Oh and don’t forget a side of - putting all others needs ahead of your own. That last one really gets you in the sweet spot.
So last week, when I told my coach Tish about a fat photo I could share with my program launch, she called me out. “I don’t like the way you talk about yourself!” I didn’t want to hear it, but she’s right. I made an excuse for my bad behavior, embarrassed for sliding back into the same trap I’d lived in for so many years.
I hate that girl, not because I hate her, because I don’t ever want to be her again. I can never go back to being that girl!
The thing I forget, the thing I think a lot of us forget, especially if you’ve ever had to deal with trauma, let alone multiple instances of it, is this. When you’re going through it, when you’re sitting in the depths of despair and actively hating who you are as a person, when you don’t have the strength to show up for yourself or desire to even look yourself in the eyes, when you feel unloved and minimized, how could you possibly expect to yourself to have the courage to admit you might deserve better in life?
When you see yourself as undeserving, disposable, second best, how do you even begin to comprehend all the things you’re worth? My brain didn’t work that way. I was absolutely broken and riddled with shame.
un·de·serv·ing | /ˌəndəˈzərviNG/ | adjective
not deserving or worthy of something positive, especially help or praise.
You become so brainwashed in your own negative spiral. It’s like mental quickstand. If the 80-90’s taught me anything, it’s that you can’t get out of quicksand. It suffocates you slowly, until there’s no air left the breath. It compresses on your heart with such force, killing your will to survive. It’s a slow, agonizing death you think no one else can see, but you.
Thoughts and emotions ravage your brain. You become completely disconnected with reality. My poor mother. I remember trying to drown myself in a bathtub. I’d seen so many movies of bodies floating in tubs that I thought it would be easier than it was. Thank God it’s not, because my story couldn’t end there. It couldn’t end with defeat.
Somewhere, in the farthest corner of my being, I felt hope. It wasn’t loud or dramatic, but it was there. It was the turning point of my story. Well, one of the many turns. After that point I knew I couldn’t go on like this any longer. Something had to change. I had to change and I had to get help.
🔮 Oracle Insights:
What your soul wants you to know:
We are cyclical beings, and Mother Earth shows us every day that clinging blocks our natural rhythm. What we hold onto the tightest often hides our most vulnerable spaces, yet both wisdom and experience agree that whatever we release, grace can fill. Loosen your grip, let the dense fall away, and trust that what’s truly meant for you will stay without being forced.
The action you’re being guided to take:
The Pleiadeans remind us that it’s never too late to learn, evolve, and imagine a new future for humanity, and you’re being called to hold that vision. You’re a natural big picture thinker, here to question the old world, dream up new possibilities, and help usher in the next era with ideas only you can bring through. Trust the inspiration arriving now, take daily action toward it, and let your courage lead you as you dream a new world into being.
💕 What I’m loving right now:
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