How I Came Out of the Spiritual Closet

05.14 Weekly Drop ✨

May 14, 2026

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In today’s mix of magic + musings: Upcoming ⚡️ Energy Update + 🪄 a spell to help alchemize. Followed by 🫶 Client Corner, 💁‍♀️ Story Time from me, 🔮 Oracle Insights from the heavens, 💕 things I’m loving right now.

⚡️ Week of Thurs, May 14 Energy Update:

🌑 New Moon in Taurus on Sat, May 16

This is the first new Moon in Taurus since Uranus left the sign a few weeks ago, ending a 7 year run of instability around your worth, money, body, and safety. This is arguably one of the best New Moon of the year because it thrives in Taurus. Think of this an a supportive, generative reset.

Write your intentions down in clear, simple language and get specific about what you want to set in motion over the next six months. You can expect a few surprises and breakthroughs along the way (thank you Uranus). Tend to your intentions with intention, and check back on your progress as this isn’t just a set it and forget it kind of ritual.

🌬 Mercury Enters Gemini + Meets Uranus on Sun, May 17

Mercury comes home to Gemini and immediately runs into Uranus, the planet of shocks and sudden revelations. Expect a spike in nervous energy along with a wave of brilliant ideas that come faster than you can keep up with (so write that shit down). Don’t confuse urgency with clarity and remember that information overload isn’t the same as wisdom.

Sunday is also great day for grounding! Your attention is a precious resource, so protect it and filter what's actually worth absorbing.

💫This is your time for practical magic! Put your intentions into clear, simple words and plant tangible seeds that you can actually tend to.

Taurus rules the body and the five senses, so today’s ritual is a simple embodiment of the practical magic we’re being asked to lean into this week.

We’re going to connect back into our body, which is Taurus’ temple, because you can’t manifest from a dysregulated nervous system. Start by writing down one thing you’re grateful for in each of the five senses:

a sound you love
a texture that comforts you
a taste that delights you
a scent that grounds you
a sight that moves you

Now write down one sensory pleasure you want more of in your life and pick one small action you can take this week to actually experience it. Don’t wait for a special occasion or use the excuse that you need to earn it first. Just let it in! Taurus is the sign of embodied abundance, so stop waiting and embody that abundance now.

🫶 Client Corner

This week I gave AI astrology prompt in my Note from Christina and the feedback has been overwhelmingly positive. I had multiple women tell me they sent the responses to their partners (by default men are more logical than women), because they couldn’t get over how accurate the information was. By no means am I telling you to live and die by your astrology (or trust everything AI tells you), but instead use it as a tool or blueprint to better understand yourself.

For those of you who used the prompt, I have a follow up for you. Ask: what are my blockers and how can I better work with/heal them?

And for those of you who aren’t getting a Note, you can sign up on my site. It’s private, so that’s where I really spill the tea (I have been known to include topless photos of myself—you’ve been warned).

“There is vitality, a life, force, and energy, a quickening, that is translated through you into action, and because there's only one of you in all time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium, and it will be lost.” - Martha Graham 🤍

💁‍♀️ Story Time:

The number one question I get from people is: but how does it work? Healing that is. Sure, there’s a process, methodology, and science to back everything up, but the reality is it works because I’m psychic. Andddd it’s taken me about 40 years to admit that. Why? Well, probably because it terrifies my born again Christian Mother. But ya girl’s no longer afraid to be herself and scream it from the rooftops. [insert the sounds of angelic harps + a gust of wind blowing through my hair] I’m a psychic medium who has the ability to connect with angels, ancestors, and spirit! ✨

psy·chic | \ ˈsī-kik | noun (THAT’S ME)
1 : a person who is sensitive to nonphysical, supernatural, or telepathic forces
2 : a medium who claims to predict the future or communicate with spirits

Wow it feels so good to admit that out loud with no shame! It’s like a weight lifted off my chest. I’ve been living in the spiritual closet for so long, denying my true self because I didn’t want to make my mom uncomfortable, but the truth is she’s never going to be happy, let alone comfortable with my line of work, so why would I keep trying. Maybe someone should send her this article? To be clear, that was just a joke. Don’t even think about it. We’re not trying to give Kathy a heart attack.

Before covid (does anyone else do this? It low key reminds me of BC-AD, making covid the modern day time marker) I started seeing a healer, Lisa Thomas, to help me process the grief of my father’s sudden death, understand the root cause of my cancer diagnosis, and heal from a traumatic incident that happened around age 11. In our sessions, she kept telling me I was going to be a great healer one day. I’d already been hearing this for sometime: you have healing hands. But in true Christina fashion, I brushed it off as nothing and assumed people were just being nice to me. (This is also inclination I have when I get hit on lol)

At some point Lisa started promoting the Soul Awakening Method, a program developed to teach others her exact methodology. Every time I thought about joining I’d burst into tears. My nervous system was a wreck. My desire to learn was aggressively overshadowed by negative self doubt and crippling imposter syndrome. Who am I to think I could heal people? I’m not a healer, I’m a party girl. No one in their right mind will ever take me seriously in this profession, I’m Hungover Barbie.

But I couldn’t stop thinking about it. And now Lisa was pushing: “I really think you should consider joining.” Like most things that are good for me, I had a million excuses. I was grasping at straws, looking for any reason NOT to believe in myself, because that was just too scary.

What if I joined and found out I couldn’t actually do it? What if my suspicions were right, and I was a fraud? What if the thing that had been lighting my heart up with so much joy was a false sense of security? I’d spent so much of my life living in disappointment, and I couldn’t fathom the idea of adding something I actually wanted to the list.

That’s when destiny swept in to help. My sweet mentor believed in me and helped me get out of my own way. It’s amazing how the Universe works. When you need something it will always show up for you at the 11th hour. I say this a lot in my healings: the Universe doesn’t hoard resources. Instead, they show up just when you need them, like in nature.

If you’ve ever done a 1:1 healing with me, you’re familiar with this method (which is completely different from my recordings). We start by getting energetically connected and then I ask your body a series of questions to pinpoint the root of your emotional pain or trauma. Most of the time, the emotions we’re holding onto have been inherited and passed down through the DNA, a phenomenon now backed by the study of epigenetics. That’s why it can feel impossible to move past certain thought loops or behaviors. The emotions you’re feeling aren’t actually yours to being with. Then, voila, I do an energetic clean sweep and remove the emotional block.

ep·i·ge·net·ics | \ ˌe-pə-jə-ˈne-tiks | Noun
1 : a branch of biology dealing with heritable changes in gene expression or cellular phenotype caused by mechanisms other than alterations in the underlying DNA sequence.
2 : the study of how environmental factors—such as diet, stress, and lifestyle—influence how the body reads genetic code, essentially turning specific genes “on” or “off.”

I know what you’re thinking. BUT HOW? Tbh I don’t know how. I mean I know, but I don’t know know. When releasing an emotion, I wave one of my hands over the governing meridian, the energy center located at the top of the head. The motion is very distracting to watch, which is why I always turn the camera off. Nobody needs to watch me sweeping my arm back and forth for an hour. Because we’re energetically connect, I’m tapped into your energy and able to shoo the negative emotions away.

Of course there’s a lot more to it than this, but this is the the most dumbed down, simplified explanation I could come up with. After we remove a negative emotion, we replace it with something positive. You can think of this as filling the empty space we just cleared out. We don’t want to leave the subconscious mind up to its own devices, because God only knows what kind of junk it would put in its place. Instead, we give clear instructions. For example, if we removed scarcity going back 11 generations on your mother’s side, we’d replace it with wholeness. If we removed control going back 3 generations on your father’s side, we’d replace it with security.

The session closes with an integration of new positive beliefs and I send you on your merry way with a copy of the recording. What happens next is the fun part. For women, changes start happening almost immediately. Men tend to take a bit longer because their logical mind often gets in the way. The shifts don’t always show up in a typical fashion or on a silver platter. It’s much more nuanced than that. Suddenly, the right things, people, and ideas start to manifest. Opportunities sprout as if out of nowhere. Your mindset shifts, along with the way you approach problems, solutions, and your to-do lists. Everything just gets… easier, and life becomes more fun. Because you’ve moved into alignment!

If this resonated with you, tap the ❤️ so more people can find this message.
And share in the comments, what cycle are you ready to break?

🔮 Oracle Insights:

The cards are showing a clear progression: you've been gripping the wheel. Forcing, pushing, planning, trying to muscle your way into what's next. And the Universe is asking you to release. Not because you're doing it wrong, but because you are an ancient soul who was never meant to white-knuckle your way through this life. You're here to be guided, not to micromanage. The thing that's been blocking the flow isn't outside of you, it's the parts of your heart that have closed off in self-protection, the resentments you've been holding, the love you've been refusing to let in (including from yourself). It’s time to soften and come back to your body. Stop trying to control the outcome and trust that you're being led somewhere better than you could have planned. The more grounded and open you are, the more the Universe can actually move through you.