111 Portal + My Trust Fall into the Universe

12.31 Weekly Drop ✨

Jan 01, 2026

In today’s mix of magic + musings: Upcoming ⚡️ Energy Update + 🪄 a spell to help alchemize. Followed by 🫶 Client Corner, 💁‍♀️ a personal update from me, 🔮 Oracle Insights from the heavens, 💕things I’m loving right now.

⚡️ Week of January 1st Energy Update:

Happy New Yearrrrrr! Today is a rare 1-1-1 Portal 💥🎉🧨

If you’re not familiar with numerology, you add up the day, month, and year individually. It looks like this = 1, 1, 2+0+2+6=1. Thus 111! Also known as Magician Energy. Linking back to the tarot, it’s the cosmic gateway for manifestation. 💫

The Magician symbolizes manifestation, resourcefulness, willpower, and new beginnings, representing the power to bring ideas into reality by channeling spiritual energy (above) into the physical world (below).

We’ve just ended a 9 year cycle, which makes today, Jan 1 a very, very powerful manifestation day! Why? Because it sets the tone for the next 9 years. Think of today as a blank slate. The energy perfectly supports originality and leadership, so speak your future into reality with confidence and conviction!

🌝 On Jan 3, there’s a Full Super Wolf Moon in Cancer, meaning the proximity of the moon will be significantly closer to Earth. Emotions and intuition will be heightened. Combined with the emotional intelligence of Cancer you’re encouraged to focus on your own needs to create space for healing in 2026.

🌞 On Jan 6, the sun conjuncts Venus creating a Venus cazimi. This is a reset of the heart, where we’re said to receive a fresh download of divine energy. It reminds us of our value and that we deserve nothing but respect and stability when it comes to our relationships and finances.

🪄 Alchemize the Energy: 2026 Year Ahead Tarot Spread

By no means am I a tarot expert, but last year I did THIS spread by Abigail Eir. At the time, I didn’t put much weight into what the cards said/showed. I just thought it was something fun to do. Now that I’m looking back at it, almost a year later, I’m shocked at just how accurate it was. I’ve enjoyed reflecting on my growth in 2025 and the lessons I learned, so much that I’m doing it again today. I thought you might enjoy it too, which is why I made a cheat sheet for you.

My 2025 spread…

Theme: The Empress - mothering, abundance, creative power
Challenge: 7 of Wands - courage, defiance, conviction, boundaries
Breakthrough: Lovers Reversed - disharmony, imbalance, misalignment
Daily Work: 9 of Wands - defensiveness, perseverance, stamina
Leaving Behind: Queen of Swords - stern, fair, overly critical
Stepping Into: Sun Reversed - enlightenment, greatness, vitality, assurance
Core Lesson: 10 of Wands - overextending, burdens, struggles
Highest Potential: Ace of Cups - emotional force, intuition, intimacy, love + 3 of Cups Reversed - exuberance, friendship, community

🫶 Client Corner

“Working with you has been an absolutely magical experience!” 🥹😭

💁‍♀️ Personal Update:

2025 has been a breakthrough year for me! After (gulp) 18 years, I left the corporate on January 21st and haven’t looked back since. Freed from the shackles of corporate greed, my physical body started to change. For the first 2 months I was exhausted and couldn’t get enough sleep, but then something started to happen. I finally connected into my body. I lost 10 lbs without even trying and felt calmer than I had in years. My intuition grew, my confidence started to flourish, and I felt a sense of purpose unlike ever before.

I had known since September 2024 that I would be quitting at the first of the year. The tipping point was a bad encounter with my boss, and during a heated discussion I had this truly ah-ha moment: NONE OF THIS ACTUALLY MATTERS. This little world I was existing in day in and day out, was made up and the rate in which I produced work, was never enough. It had consumed my life and my thoughts to point that was unhealthy. For year, I didn’t even take a lunch and was met with guilt whenever I did.

The problem wasn’t my toxic work environment, it was me! I had lost my spark. I was waiting for someone to come save me and ‘show me the way’, but no one was coming. No one was actually going to change my life for me, except me. As I rushed back to my desk in a huff, I vowed to ether find a new role in the company or leave for good.

tox·ic | /ˈtäksik/ | adjective
very harmful or unpleasant in a pervasive or insidious way.

I believe when things get so bad, so hard, or so frustrating, to a point that they’re impacting your well being, it’s a sign form the Universe, from God, maybe even your higher self, that it’s time to get out. I had overstayed my welcome in the corporate world and now I needed to take matters into my own hands.

I wanted to be healer. I wanted to impact the world. I wanted to follow my dreams of helping people overcoming their fears and challenges, just how so many other healers had helped me. I wanted to show up for the collective in a way that felt good, honest, and real. I wanted to inspire people to change their lives and show up for themselves in ways they never thought imaginable, but I was never going to be able to do that when I was miserable, lost, and shackled to a desk for 8+ hours a day.

My Godmother gave this to me a few years ago. It’s proudly displayed in my kitchen!

I had to free myself, so that’s exactly what I did. That’s when I started asking God and the Universe for help. I needed money and I needed plan.

As humans we have freewill, so our Angels, Guides, and Ancestors can’t intervene until we ask for help. (Like I tell all of my clients) Trust me when I say this: THEY WANT YOU TO ASK FOR HELP! 🪽

Ask and so shall you receive. Answers to my problems started flooding in, in the most peculiar ways. I learned that I had a pension. By pension standards, there wasn’t much in there, but after doing the math I realized it was enough for me to cash in and live on for a year.

People started offering me real, tangible help, in ways that felt so aligned yet equally inconceivable. I couldn’t believe everything was coming together so perfectly. It all continued to reaffirm I was on the right track.

When the last day of work finally came, I felt nothing be relief. At only 5’0 tall I felt like I’d grown 12 inches by removing the burden of a life I wasn’t meant to live and the freedom of stepping into the one I was destined for.

free·dom | /ˈfrēdəm/ | noun
the power or right to act, speak, or think as one wants without hindrance or restraint.

Old friends started to resurface, offering advice, opportunities, and propositions. I learned the hard way that while good intentioned, not everyone had my best interest at heart. By the end of summer I realized I’d wasted so much time with people and things that didn’t matter. That was a core lesson for me — overextending (just as the cards above predicted). I was trying to find my way, my place in the world, but the problem was that I was doing everything BUT my true passion of healing.

To my luck new people started to enter my life. Including my Clarity Coach Tish. I ‘randomly’ (lol because nothing is ever as random as we assume it to be,) saw her on Tiktok I was completely drawn to her. It felt like she was speaking to my soul — whatever she was offering I had to be apart of. It’s handsdown been my best decision of 2025!

As a Clarity Coach she reflected beliefs about myself back to me, and they weren’t kind. Up until this point I hadn’t realized how hard I was on myself or how dysregulated up my nervous system had become. Old behaviors of self-sabotage, imposter syndrome, and avoidance, weren’t the result of my inability to produce or perform, it was the result of inaccurate ideas I’d been holding onto about who I thought I was.

Once my eyes were open to the reality of how I was living my life and treating myself, I couldn’t close them. In the last 6 months, I have truly transformed. I learned to love myself in ways I never thought imaginable. I realized how much of myself I was giving away to other people. Especially people who didn’t respect or appreciate me. I started to value myself in unimaginable ways.

For the first time in my life, I truly loved working. Becoming an entrepreneur is not for the faint of heart. It requires a lot from you physically and emotionally. I literally have to do EVERYTHING in my life, personally and professionally, or it doesn’t get done. I became a content creator, not because I wanted to, but because it’s a requirement of the 2025 solopreneur. If I want to change the world for the better, I have to show up in ways I wasn’t expecting.

This year I fell in love with myself. I can confidently say I love myself more than anyone else ever has or ever will. I also love working, even though it sometimes feels like the amount of effort I put into my work goes unnoticed. These 2 things - loving myself and my work really put things into perspective for me.

The bar has been raised. If it’s not a hell yes, I’m no longer doing it. If someone or something makes me feel less than, I’m leaving it behind. 2026 is about devoting my energy to what really matters and spending time with the people who fill my heart and feed my soul. Cheers to growth, expansion, and living your dream life!

“Rich people trust their vision and doubt their fears. Poor people doubt their vision and trust their fears.” 🤍

🔮 Oracle Insights:

Starseed Oracle – Card #1. Soul whisperer: What your soul wants you to know. Card #2. Grounded Action: The Action your soul is guiding you to take.

1. What your soul wants you to know: Deep Cellular Healing

Your body knows how to heal, because healing is your natural state. Disharmony is not something you did wrong, but a signal asking for realignment and gentle care. You are being called to nourish and prioritize your body, allowing support and new ways of tending to yourself. The Arcturians remind you that deep cellular and emotional healing is possible, restoring vitality, calm, and a sense of being at home within your body.

2. The action you’re being guided to take: Messenger

You’re part of a lineage of souls who return to uplift the planet, anchoring light and restoring sacredness. A crystalline one here to honor the sacred feminine and masculine, you are supported by Ascended Masters holding the blue frequency of pure love. You’re called to be a guardian of balance on Earth as a global rebalancing unfolds, restoring sacred union within and allowing harmony to ripple outward into the world.